The show must go on...

It's amazing how much one can learn in a little space of time. No, I'm not talking about cramming for a big examination. I'm talking about the ever going hands on training of life. I may have given some credit to the belief of reincarnation, if it were that you came back with the knowledge that you had from your last life in order to learn how to do it again.
Its also uncanny that sometimes you learn these lessons from the unlikeliest teachers under the the most random of circumstances. Alas, the old adage also holds true that experience or even advice often comes after an opportunity for which it is best suited has passed.
Its amazing how an amazing piece of advice can build up your confidence and then a surprising turn of events can just tear that confidence to shreds. Everything that you have worked for, pumped yourself up for, all blown to hell by an interesting revelation. Everything!!!
This seemingly has happened to me, though I will not be deterred. Even though the theater has burned down I will still dance, and though there is none in the crowd, I will still still bow after the performance is finished because this is my show and I will not let hell fire nor high water stop it.



Alas, no one enjoyed the performance. And i felt like a fool dancing in front of no crowd.